FML makes me LOL

"Today I got back my math test. Instead of taking the time to mark the mistakes, my professor just circled the bottom half of the page and wrote "OMG." FML


Hahaha, that's horrible...that'd probably be something that happens to me, because unfortunately I suck at math.

Let's see...the financial aid office at my school is extremely retarded...everytime you speak to someone there they always have an attitude, I don't understand why...they make lives difficult...anyway yeah the check that I never got the first time was reissued and they didn't think it was necessary to tell me that when the check is reissued it gets sent to the bursar's office. So I've been constantly checking the mail like an asshole waiting for it...when it's been at school for I don't know how long...stupidos.

I'm not sure if I'm gonna use it for my tattoo or an outfot for the masquerade party in May.

What else is going on...AMC theatres are extremely gay. I was called back aftering applying and yeah sounded like I was going to get hired but since I have tattoos from the elbow down, it's a no no...and apparently it's against their policy to cover the tattoos with make up....I'd like to know WHY....that's fucking stupid...they're covered, you can't see them, problem solved...how are you gonna tell me what I can and can't do with make up that I bought to put on MY skin...asses.

Uhm, I believe we're painting the station this spring break...that should give me something to do, because glad as I am that there's no school, there's also nothing for me to do.

Uhmmm...I listened to Jesse McCartney's new songs from his recently rereleased album Departure: Recharged. The songs are alright, pretty good I guess. Some lyrics are kinda ehh whatever, but I give them a thumbs up. There's a track called "In My Veins" which makes him sound like a complete junkie, but it works considering the subject of the matter is talking about a person being like a drug to him.

Rascal Flatt's new album is also a thumbs up. Unstoppable, check it out. I'm currently listening to The Fray's second self-titled album, which I really like. The lead singer's voice is soothing. Check that out as well.

I don't know what else to write, I'm actually in the middle of painting my nails.
Again, I'm extremely random, I went from reading to being on the phone for about an hour to eating a cup noodle thinger then listening to 4 albums (Departure: Recharged, Unstoppable, The Fray) and then I'm listening to The Fray's first album "How To Save A Life" after this, because I've never actually heard it in its entirety. I'll probably pause something and continue reading. I never know exactly what to do with myself. I also have a game of solitaire and FML.com opened behind this window. =) Ciao

LOL @ Boy in red shirt

I was on PerezHilton.com today and he made a post about these kids dancing so I decided to give it a watch...LOLLLL at the little boy.



I'll update on what's going on with me sometime soon...tired for now. Ciao

It takes a while to learn to live in your own skin...

If you're in, you know I'm in. I'm ready and I'm willing. I aaaaaaaaammmmmmm....

Sorry...I'm listening to I Am by Bon Jovi right now.

Anyway, the other day I realized I haven't updated this thing in a while, so here goes.

It is currently 7:11AM and I am already in school at WCCR. (I have class at 8) I don't mind getting here an hour early, it gives me the chance to hopefully put something in my stomach and actually wake myself up. However, I got here a little extra early today. Usually my mom drops me off at the train station on her way to work and I get on the uptown A express anywhere between 6:20 and 6:40ish in the morning and I usually get to 145th ST around 7AM, then I get on the shuttle and get here between 7:05-7:15AM...anyway I don't know why I just typed that...I don't even think anyone reads this lol. If there are actually readers out there, comment and let me know. I appreciate it. Typically people don't listen to me, ever, so I guess this is just where I get out my ramblings and thoughts...

So last time I posted, I was very angry and hurt and sad, and now, I'm getting over it. I've decided that I'm not gonna let it bother me so much anymore, actually no, I think it's been done over so many times that the healing process is getting shorter and shorter to the point where I'm kinda numb about it. I don't really know how I feel anymore...I mean there are some obvious feelings, but I'm just tired of thinking about it, thinking about the future, thinking whatifs and stuff like that. Whatever, it's best to not even think of it, I don't have any control over the actions of others so it's all up to them.

OT: Let's Get Loud by Jennifer Lopez just came on in my playlist on the Mac and it made me laugh, I don't know why. I think I'm still tired.

Speaking of which, I could NOT get to sleep on my own last night at all! It was so frustrating. First, I was freezing then when I got kind of warm, I just kept tossing and turning. My mom had to give me some tylenol pill with codine in it, which, I'm actually going to look up wtf codine is, I know eventually, not sure what point ,taht I actually fell asleep. Long story short, I didn't get much sleep last night and that's no bueno for Liv. Sleep is definitely essential to the plan.

I've realized, and this isn't a new revelation, but, I'm extremely random. I don't think any of my posts or thoughts have any type of structure, nothing seems to get with what came before it, lol. I think I like it that way though, not knowing exactly what is next, the element of surprise is kind of exciting...depending on the circumstances however.

For me, there are (including today) three more school days left until spring break. This break is definitely over due. I'll probably end up sleeping as much as possible, well, no, I don't know...we'll see. I think I have some kind of sleep problem though, recently it's been hard for me to get to sleep. Hopefully I can get into the sleep and dream disorder class at some point my college career.

Again, speaking of which...it's really frustrating to know that come this August, I could've been a Junior...leaving me with only two years to go, had I not taken the year off after graduating from high school...sigh, oh well. Each year I'll complain that I should be in the next year...lol But whatever, if I had started when originally planned I probably wouldn't know half the people I know now, so for that it's all good.

I really really really wanna travel...like really. I've never been out of this country and I think that is necessary in someone's life. America is kinda cool, but too much of something is usually not good. Actually, first I wanna visit California, Los Angeles and San Francisco. Then, Hawaii, then move down to the Caribbean, visit some islands down there and go to Puerto Rico and maybe the Dominican Republic. I don't know if I have any reason to go to DR, but I figured sure why not? The resort area should be nice. I think before I go to Hawaii and the Caribbean I want to go to Europe, not sure why, I've just always wanted to go to Europe, but before I go to Europe, I definitely wanna visit California first, not sure why of that either. Within Europe I want to visit, England, Germany, France, Italy, Greece, Ireland and the Netherlands. Yeah, I know I don't speak 5 out of 7 of those places, but I still want to visit. =)  Hmm, I want to visit Japan, definitely, and Singapore. I still haven't decided if I want to visit China or not...I definitely want to visit Australia, even though it's probably hot as fuck and a half there...but still. I haven't decided if I wanted to go to Africa yet...lol. Anyway, pretty much I wanna visit all over the world...maybe when I actually have a career and the money to start...I'll be old as shit but I guess those are the best times to really live...although you should live throughout life and make it worth something.

Okay, this post has gotten wayyyy too long, longer than I intended, because again, I ramble. I have Speech soon, thankfully I've got 3 down and 1 to go, along with a group presentation...but for the most part I'm almost done. I just have NO clue at all what to write about for my creative/commemorative speech due in a month. Alright, before I begin again, ciao.

Fuck iiiit

Fuck love and people and all the bullshit that comes along with both. I'm too good for this.
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ETA: I was very angry when I made this post.

We were on our way, until you faked your smile...

Eh, pretty bummed out this week... =/

I've come to the conclusion that I'm too lazy for college...I really am...mentally and physically. I wish unecessary classes weren't required...
This upcoming week I have to be there everyday...that is possibly the most irritating thing.
Monday - Class 8AM-8PM
Tuesday- WCCR Meeting 12PM-2PM
Wednesday- Class 8AM-8PM
Thursday- Play for Theatre class 7PM-??
Friday- Class 12PM-1:40PM & In The Heights on Broadway at 8PM...I would be pumped for that if I didn't have to write a 7-10 page paper on it for Theatre...I hate that class...
I'm pretty sure I'll be sleeping at every chance I get.

My godddaughter and Jaz weren't able to drive up from Georgia because her pass to leave wasn't approved, boooo to the Army.

Anyway...I have to be up at 5...I should probably stop eating skittles and go to sleep before all my teeth fall out. Ciao.


P.S. another FML that makes me laugh everytime is one that said something like:
"Today, lying in bed with my boyfriend, he grabbed my double chin and said "gobble, gobble."

HAHA...I would be so mad, but that's hilarious. I just laughed while typing it.

fmylife.com

hahaha this website makes me laugh, check out this post I just read.

"Today, my professor, who was born without arms, asked somebody "need a hand?" There are over 300 studentsi nt hat class and I was the only one laughing. FML"

wow...there are some hilarious and messed up things on there, check it outttt.

fmylife.com :)

Throw your cameras in the air and wave them like you just don't care...

Sooooo, hello there. =)
I'm excited because my goddaughter Asiyah is coming to New York for a couple of months while Jazmin is off training tanks and what not in Georgia (she's in the army =/). But yay I haven't seen her in a while so that's something to look forward to, she should be here next weekend <3 Jaz sent me a picture of her today holding herself up standing in her play pen, yay. I accidently deleted my text inbox before saving the picture or else I would've posted it.
Here's a picture of us from when she was about 4 months or so...November I believe. Now she's going to be 8 months in 2 days or so. I can't wait to see her. I get to baby sit her a bunch =)

Uhh let's see, nothing much other than that is up with me. I'm still hating school...well the classes this semester suck majorly so hopefully the upcoming ones are better. I just learned that I can do a B.A and M.A combined degree in Psych so I'm gonna look into that cause I really rather not be in school for the rest of my life...or until I'm like 30, yuck.

I took Ebony to get her first tattoo on Friday, it came out really pretty. The entire thing was my idea, because she really didn't know what to get so I helped her out...seeing people get tattoos always makes me envious because I love it. I know, it sounds masochistic, but it's really not...I don't know I don't enjoy pain, but I enjoy getting tattoos and having them. So I decided to get two more. One on my right frontal shoulder and one on the side/back of my hip. I designed one a few hours ago based on my zodiac sign. I had planned to get that on my hip, but I'm indecisive now, because I kinda want it on my frontal shoulder...I think it's because I had planned to get the other one I have in mind on my shoulder but I can't come up with a definite design for it yet...we'll see...


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I dislike losing an hour of sleep during this daylight savings time.
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Ciao.

Enjoy this musical ear stuff. Me gusta esta canción mucho. =) I'm working on my spanish.