Fuck iiiit

Fuck love and people and all the bullshit that comes along with both. I'm too good for this.
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ETA: I was very angry when I made this post.

We were on our way, until you faked your smile...

Eh, pretty bummed out this week... =/

I've come to the conclusion that I'm too lazy for college...I really am...mentally and physically. I wish unecessary classes weren't required...
This upcoming week I have to be there everyday...that is possibly the most irritating thing.
Monday - Class 8AM-8PM
Tuesday- WCCR Meeting 12PM-2PM
Wednesday- Class 8AM-8PM
Thursday- Play for Theatre class 7PM-??
Friday- Class 12PM-1:40PM & In The Heights on Broadway at 8PM...I would be pumped for that if I didn't have to write a 7-10 page paper on it for Theatre...I hate that class...
I'm pretty sure I'll be sleeping at every chance I get.

My godddaughter and Jaz weren't able to drive up from Georgia because her pass to leave wasn't approved, boooo to the Army.

Anyway...I have to be up at 5...I should probably stop eating skittles and go to sleep before all my teeth fall out. Ciao.


P.S. another FML that makes me laugh everytime is one that said something like:
"Today, lying in bed with my boyfriend, he grabbed my double chin and said "gobble, gobble."

HAHA...I would be so mad, but that's hilarious. I just laughed while typing it.

fmylife.com

hahaha this website makes me laugh, check out this post I just read.

"Today, my professor, who was born without arms, asked somebody "need a hand?" There are over 300 studentsi nt hat class and I was the only one laughing. FML"

wow...there are some hilarious and messed up things on there, check it outttt.

fmylife.com :)

Throw your cameras in the air and wave them like you just don't care...

Sooooo, hello there. =)
I'm excited because my goddaughter Asiyah is coming to New York for a couple of months while Jazmin is off training tanks and what not in Georgia (she's in the army =/). But yay I haven't seen her in a while so that's something to look forward to, she should be here next weekend <3 Jaz sent me a picture of her today holding herself up standing in her play pen, yay. I accidently deleted my text inbox before saving the picture or else I would've posted it.
Here's a picture of us from when she was about 4 months or so...November I believe. Now she's going to be 8 months in 2 days or so. I can't wait to see her. I get to baby sit her a bunch =)

Uhh let's see, nothing much other than that is up with me. I'm still hating school...well the classes this semester suck majorly so hopefully the upcoming ones are better. I just learned that I can do a B.A and M.A combined degree in Psych so I'm gonna look into that cause I really rather not be in school for the rest of my life...or until I'm like 30, yuck.

I took Ebony to get her first tattoo on Friday, it came out really pretty. The entire thing was my idea, because she really didn't know what to get so I helped her out...seeing people get tattoos always makes me envious because I love it. I know, it sounds masochistic, but it's really not...I don't know I don't enjoy pain, but I enjoy getting tattoos and having them. So I decided to get two more. One on my right frontal shoulder and one on the side/back of my hip. I designed one a few hours ago based on my zodiac sign. I had planned to get that on my hip, but I'm indecisive now, because I kinda want it on my frontal shoulder...I think it's because I had planned to get the other one I have in mind on my shoulder but I can't come up with a definite design for it yet...we'll see...


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I dislike losing an hour of sleep during this daylight savings time.
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Ciao.

Enjoy this musical ear stuff. Me gusta esta canción mucho. =) I'm working on my spanish.

No fumar, por favor.

So last night I had a dream, and I was legit smoking a cigarette. It was disgusting and this is the only thing I can remember the dream consisting of. There was no beginning middle or end, it was just me smoking and in the dream even though it tasted horribe, I kept smoking it until it was done. So strange. I never understand any of my dreams. But yeah, don't smoke, it's disgusting and it stinks.

Anyway, last night Tau Epsiolon Phi had a party and it was so fun. I danced my ass off all night, so fun. I managed to dance through two songs straight, which I usually never do and my lower back was killing me haha, but it was good times. =)

Love is...

I was actually going to write an entire blog on love, and how it feels to be in love and how it feels to have someone love you back. Then I realized that I couldn't find the exact words, or the right words that could possibly begin to explain what it's like. I can't explain what it feels like to have someone say the words "I love you." to you and mean them. I guess, just specifically today for me, it felt like my heart stopped and then was immediately restarted. Cheesy? Maybe, but that's what it felt like happened. Sigh, I'm not sure what else to say. It's an interesting feeling, to love and to be loved. In all it's craziness, it's amazing, especially when it's with the person you can't see yourself without, in any form.

To you- Though you don't know this blog is here, because I haven't told you that it is. I love you an immense amount, you should know to never doubt that. Thank you for loving me too.

Go back to Minnesota!

So last night I took my niece and nephew to the movies to see Friday The 13th. I wish I could say I fully enjoyed this movie, but I didn't. Not because it was a bad movie, but because it was interrupted. This man sitting with his girlfriend behind us, did not stop talking from beginning to end. Like, full blown conversational talking. It wasn't even whispering, just talking, from the previews to the end of the movie. I was so irritated so I kept telling him to shut up and making comments like "I THOUGHT we were in a movie theatre" and "This douche bag never shuts up. I would hate to have a conversation with him." Soon after other people started telling him to shut up and he just went off, especially on this couple behind him. First the man told him to shut the hell up and he went off on him telling HIM to shut the fuck up and saying "fuck you" and what not. He called him a bitch ass, told him to go and make him shut up. The man throew a bag of popcorn at the couple. The man who had told him to shut up was just like "What is fuck is your problem? You have issues." And the man stands up and is pretty much trying to antagonize the guy to start being violent and stuff and kept throwing stuff at them. I mean, seriously this guy was the epitome of an annoying black person at the movies. Completely obnoxious, rude, and unbelievable. After the guy talking stood up and threw popcorn at the couple it didn't get any better. He continued to talk throughout the movie and was now louder. He started making comments while Jason was murdering people in the movie, of how he was going to do the same to the guy sitting behind him when the movie was over. "I'm going to slice and dice these mother fuckers and make them look like chicken tenders." At this time the woman of the couple started telling him to shut up. He was even worse with her, calling her every name he could thing of. He went on a rant and I swear he didn't breathe. People all around, although irritated, couldn't help but laugh. My niece and nephew were on both sides of me shaking with laughter and they couldn't contain it. Especially when the black guy screams "Suck my dick bitch, long and wet." Sooooo uncalled for, yet hilarious. He then talked about how the woman had more balls than the "Bitch ass" she was sitting next to. Then continued to argue and he was like "Suck my balls bitch. Put some hair on the bigger ones you have than that bitch ass you're sitting next to." I chuckled a few times while he was raving, because I couldn't believe how rude and obscene someone could be during a movie. I was amazed that, considering the price of movie tickets these days, someone would pay this money for a movie and just talk all the way through from beginning to end and cause trouble with the people around him. He and the woman continued to bicker and he said something stupid and she goes "What does that even mean?" and he says "It means what the fuck I meant it to mean. Simple bitch, go back to Minnesota." It was at this time I noticed the guy in front of us had yet to laugh throughout the whole encounter and when he started to laugh I couldn't hold it in. This simple comment had me dying of laughter, that and the fact that neither my niece or nephew could hold their laughter in, my nephew was slumped down in his seat so close to the floor pretty much crying with laughter. My niece, being 11 years old kept turning around and I had to keep making her face forward and covering her mouth because I didn't want this guy to start saying anything to her. Someone in the theater finally got up and went to get security. They came and asked him to step outside and of course he started to lie and say he wasn't doing anything or threatening anyone, but he stepped outside. I don't know what story he told security outside, but they let him back in. After he came back, HE STILL CONTINUED TO TALK. It was so ridiculous! What was even more unbelievable was that at the end of this movie the guy had the nerve to say the movie was retarded. I don't understand how he could make such an opinion when he wouldn't shut the hell up through the whole thing. When the movie was over and everyone started to exit the theatre, I noticed that the security was waiting outside, I guess to see if the guy would make good on his threats. We didn't stay to find out, it was such an irritating trip to the movies, but definitely not dull.